You came from nowhere, we broke the relationship of being friend / stranger for a 8 years.But this time is different. U already matured about everything. Alhamdulillah, we met once again at night of star collision. I feel grateful that Allah sent me back you to me again. But this time I feel different, to protect you, to make you feel secured, and safe sound under my arms. I know is early for me to saying this, but I feel the goosebumps when started to met you again. I know you are different than I knew before this, but its Okay. As long as you're still human and you won't leave me and ghosted me again for another years. I promise you that I will take care of you until the Allah take me away. I know how it feel when you so hurting in this world. But those are just temporary because the permanent things or feelings is the happiness that you can't get it from 8 years things you had been through with happy, sad, dull and emptiness. ITS OKAY. Is a lesson for you to keep on living in future with me. In syaa Allah. Everything will be ease if we stick together.but I am not sure wether you will accept me and my past. It may breaks you when you knew everything. I am sorry if I need time to tell everything. I am not normal as you feel I am. But When I am with you on the second day we met, I feel so different. I feel being a new me. I am more being myself. I accept you for who you are. I accept everything about you. I am so sorry if I have too lied about my past. Because I don't want to lose you again for 8 years. I like you since we chat on twitter and met at Mac City, KSL. I stunned when everything about you I knew without ask you. I like you and love you for the way you are. You are the one that will understand and accept me for who I am.
P/s :- I won't giving up to make you feel better and happy with me.
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